It just feel so good to clear the air..years of hiding in the dark..finally i've come to realise..

Went to Rebel just now..find it alrite..nothing much..hahs..darling was like giving me one word reply on msges..she claim she's stressed over her new hp..trying to figure out how to adjust to her preference..

Hope she's alrite about everything..been meeting her day in and day out..she's my everything now.. ;p

She said she's worst then me. How Could it be? I'm really bad damn bad.

Yesterday was our first day 16/11/09. I just can't wait to share whatever differences we have. Hopefully we can compromise each other. ;p

How i wish i can tell her i love her..there goes the story..

It's been a joy to know new people..i've been spending time with Janice mainly due to her family matters and i've been accompanying her as and when i'm able to..hope she's doing better as ays go by..

I'm just afraid things will turn our bitter..

It's been quite awhile since i have the time to blog once again..thought everything was smooth..guess what? I'm going to jalan raya with my neighbours! slept only one hour just now and i'm all ready to excuse myself from work and go celebrate with my malay friends! Multi-racial! ;p

Finally..went to malaysia with my brother and friends..first time i brought my friends with my brother along..how good to have our supper there and get away from my 'world'..now i'm gona head back to bed cus i've got work tomorrow! Cya..

I couldn't fall asleep last night and i didn't know why..i tried to find somebody to talk to but no one was awake then..woke up today to find out that there are two messages in my handphone..one is from my secondary schoolmate asking me if i'm going out today..in the end she said she's got a headache..i wonder if it was a lie..she's been acting very differently over the past few years..well, i guess all i want to do is to work day in and out to earn my money..why do i want to worry over suh matters?